Sometimes I wonder If my Eyes Give away The feelings I hide And the words I don’t say
Sometimes At night I stare At nothing Thinking How this Will make Me stronger Feeling Like I’m Tired Of my strength
I could feel my skin flushing under the harsh rays of sunlight, even through my jeans, but I stood still. Waiting. She said she would come, that she would be here this time.
Almost 3 weeks ago, I received news that has forever changed me and my life.
I never knew That an image Could cause, Physical pain I never thought A memory Would make, Me choke on air I never felt That loosing you Should be, Happening now
Who knew That sorrow Felt like air Being sucked From you chest Until You could not Breathe or speak Or find rest
Summer sun slips Beneath a field of blue And with every star Comes memories of you Wind pushes through, Branches packed with leaves I’m lost in the view As each part of me grieves The moon shines bright, Bathing me in it’s glow Lost in the night I wonder, do you know…
You may have noticed (or not), that I’ve fallen behind on my posting here. Last month was a very busy month for us. March starts with my husband’s birthday, less than 2 weeks later is our youngest daughter’s birthday, and exactly a week later is my birthday. It’s safe to say we’re pretty partied outContinue reading “Jumping In (Again)”
I, am tired. When you get down to it, we’re all tired. The last year has pushed us and pulled us in so many different directions that it’s hard to know which way to go next at this point. Do I focus on work? Do I focus on projects at home? On hobbies? I feelContinue reading “Cloudy Skies & Burnout”
You feel, Like Home And- Like pain All at once